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by Robyn Amos
Raising the sight to his eye, Adrian Thorp focused
on the target. With gentle pressure from his finger, he shot.
Not bad, but he could do better. He reloaded
and shot again.
Adrian shot a shirtless kid beating his ebony
chest with bravado as he played the dozens with his homey.
He shot a sixteen-year-old boy jerking his
head back as he lifted forty ounces of malt liquor to his
lips, a black-fisted pick jutting out of his shapeless Afro.
Adrian shot the lean torso of a youth twisting
out of a basement window to fire a neon green water pistol
into the alley. He let the shutter click through another round.
Soon he would lose the light and he had nothing. He still
hadn't found the shot.
A ghostly presence of the sun still haunted
the evening sky. Thick heat clung to the alley, emanating
from the bricks and shimmying up from the pavement. The East
Hampton Street crew was noisy and restless, milling around
the narrow boxed-in street they called their hood.
Their raucous laughter ricocheted off the chipped
brick. The booming voice of a militant rapper billowed out
from an open window. But Adrian heard none of it. Sounds filtered
in and out of his ears without meaning. He was the eye of
the camera now. Faded sun rays and deep shadows stained the
alley, but Adrian saw only tones of gray.
"East Hampton Street" was tagged in
blue and green above a window like a family name etched on
a mailbox. To Adrian, it was already framed in stark black
and white or tinted in sepia. It was already flat and glossy,
just as it would appear on the pages of his next book.
He scanned the alley once again. The Philadelphia
heat had peaked at ninety-eight, forcing most to strip out
of their shirts to keep cool. Baggy jeans prevailed, pooling
over the wide mouths of high-top tennis shoes. It was the
standard uniform. Dark or light, brand-name indifferent, the
jeans rippled out at the knees and rode low over hips, exposing
the thick white bands of boxer shorts.
He zoomed out to capture as much of the scene
as possible. Eight or nine boys from thirteen to twenty-six
were stacked against walls and huddled in corners, drinking,
smoking, tripping, chilling, posing, boasting, hanging, lounging.
. . . It was just another day in the hood.
Adrian backed off the lens, shaking his head.
He'd seen this before. Inner-city life. In his first book,
it had been fresh, original, novel. Now, he needed something
more. Something sharper. With more edge.
Adrian clicked off another shot with growing
disappointment. East Hampton Street was already stamped with
the pink haze of the setting sun. Just for kicks, Adrian got
a shot of his neighbor, Paul, sipping from a forty as he struggled
to decipher the coarse street slang being tossed around him.
It was probably the first time Paul had ever found himself
a minority, but he'd begged Adrian to let him tag along.
Adrian redirected his lens. He didn't see the
harm. Soon the sales of his first photography book would make
him more than just a local celebrity. His work was already
in demand--booksignings, TV and radio interviews, newspaper
articles--all without the use of his father's money.
The camera lens zoomed in on Tyler Vanderbilt.
Slouching against a Dumpster, in a loose tank top and a puddle
of denim, he blended naturally with the East Hampton crew.
No one would guess he was the son of one of the wealthier
families in Pennsylvania. Because Ty was down with the brothers,
Adrian had been given free rein with his camera.
Feeling the clock running down on him, Adrian
caught a few last shots for mood. A carpet of crushed beer
cans, broken bottles and cigarette butts. Spray-painted nicknames,
gang monikers and swear words covering brick walls like wallpaper.
Some of the kids grouped together and posed for the closest
thing to a family portrait they'd ever get.
Then the atmosphere in the alley changed. A
sudden ripple of tension followed by stillness. The camera
view widened, showing a figure strutting toward them. Brown
jacket. He represented North Shore Avenue. An older member
of the crew detached himself from the wall and swaggered forward.
The shutter clicked as East Hampton met North Shore.
Adrian's stomach knotted with tension as the
men faced each other in silence, sizing each other up. Then
the two gripped hands and knocked shoulders, showing "love."
Not seeing the action he'd expected, Adrian
scanned the alley again, capturing the reactions of the rest
of the East Hampton crew. Expressions had instantly gone blank
. . . hard . . . wary. Postures were deliberately loose. Adrian
focused on a boy's eyes, watching as they grew old and cold
within seconds. Interesting.
He set on each boy in turn, observing the tension
mounting in their bodies, pride stiffening the shoulders,
anticipation flaring the nostrils. And the eyes. . . . Now
he was getting somewhere.
Finally, a rumble of voices broke through Adrian's
zone. "Y'all are sellouts. Why you gonna let this punk
play you like this?"
Adrian's adrenaline surged. Beautiful closeup
shots. The members of the East Hampton crew were gathering
themselves. Rising and readying for battle. He took a jagged
breath. This would be his new angle. Gang violence.
These kids were volcanic, on the verge of eruption,
and the camera caught every heated visage, every flexing muscle,
every bucking stance. He barely noticed that he was the source
of tension.
"Either you tell this punkbitch little
rich-boy to roll out, or East Hampton is gonna have a beef
with North Shore Ave. We don't want sellouts around our way."
The camera recorded the first punch. It cracked
against North Shore's jaw, sending him back a few steps. Adrian
caught the roughneck's head snapping up in shock. Perfect.
He closed in on the rage exploding in the eyes.
The hood leaped forward like a rabid animal. The camera whirred.
Other brown jackets folded out from the shadows.
The gangs merged in a flurry of bodies. Adrian climbed over
trash cans and stood on the Dumpster, trying to get what he
knew were the best shots of his career.
Adrian froze when his lens glanced over Paul.
He'd forgotten about him. Face wrinkled with fear, Paul wrapped
his fingers around a crow bar. Backing up against a wall,
he raised it above his head. Adrian lowered the camera in
surprise.
Tyler was instantly beside Paul, ripping the
metal from his fingers. "What's wrong with you?"
Paul's face became a splotchy red. "I just
wanted to—"
Adrian raised the camera back to his eye as
Tyler grabbed a fistful of Paul's T-shirt and dragged him
close. "This isn't a game! Do you hear me? We've got
to get out of here before someone gets hurt!"
"Ty, I was just—" Adrian zoomed
in on their profiles, shooting the look of pure disgust on
Tyler's face and Paul's fearful eyes. It didn't get any better
than this.
Tyler let go of Paul with an angry thrust. "I
told Adrian not to bring you! Wait here, while I find him.
We've got to jet!"
Adrian moved to his bag, placed his camera inside
and tucked it behind the Dumpster for safe keeping. Picking
up a smaller camera, he pressed himself against the hot brick
wall, squeezing off shot after shot. He wasn't going anywhere.
Not until he finished off this roll. These shots were priceless.
He crept along the alley, his eye never leaving
the viewfinder. A sudden force of impact sent the camera flying
and Adrian was momentarily knocked off balance. He regained
his equilibrium and found himself staring up at the original
North Shore brown jacket.
The guy shoved him in the chest. "Okay,
Richie Rich, whatcha gotta say, now?"
His first thought was for his camera. He bent
to retrieve it and the thug kicked his legs out from under
him.
Adrian's anger flared, quick and sweeping, moving
him to action. Reaching behind him, he pulled his father's
nine millimeter from under his vest and surged to his feet.
He'd never been allowed near his father's gun collection and
finding it had been a coup.Carrying it had made him feel protected.
Now it was in his hands and pointed at the guy in front of
him.
It seemed the quickest way to make the hood
back off. The North Shore thug didn't flinch. He moved in.
"Whatcha gonna do with that, Richie Rich? Shoot me?"
North Shore's fist crashed into his face and Adrian went down
again. The gunshot echoed in the alley. Adrian's hand shook
violently and the gun seemed to launch itself out of his grip.
Adrian pulled himself to his feet.
The crowd scattered quickly. The street was
near empty in an instant.
Across from him, Paul slumped against the alley
wall, a red stain spreading over his white T-shirt.
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